Healing through Birth

HI All!

36 weeks tomorrow and I am cheating a bit but below is a pic of me at Noosa last week – so technically 35 weeks – wow what an amazing place – and a beautiful nudie beach!!! Tee hee

This has been a transformational week for me, we are very, very,  very close to being assured that we are safe to homebirth and I am feeling quite happy and excited about that – I think for myself the real cut-off is next Friday and then we will be home and hosed (pardon the pun!).

I have been feeling like a few little pieces of the puzzle have been missing in my own healing and that I may need some assistance before the birth – some clearing, perhaps some clarity, and definitely some understanding about a few things and thankfully I was referred to a wonderful woman – Frances by a gorgeous friend of mine.  Frances happens to live in my area BONUS!! So yesterday I went to meet this wonderful healing spirit and was truly astounded by not only her gifts as a healer, but also her absolute generosity of time and what we were able to achieve.

Frances and I spent 7 hours together – I KNOW! Crazy! Now I am not suggesting that this is what we all need but I can tell you what I walked out of there a heck of a lot lighter and with a whole lot more clarity than when I went in…

I consider myself to be rather progressed on my healing journey – I don’t think it ever ends but certainly I had felt that there were things in my life that had been dealt with and that I had been able to move on from, well it seems that this wasn’t quite the case with 7 hours of work with Frances confirming this!!

My aim in meeting with Frances was to clear any issues I was still holding on to in order to be in the best possible place for the birth of our little Pim, so with no other intention other than that, I arrived on Frances doorstep! Very unlike me – I am usually pretty specific but fluidity really was key to this session working as well as it did.

The issues that we addressed were varied ranging from my own conception and birth, my relationships with my loved ones, my love relationship with Tim, my relationship with Pim! And deep emotional and physical trauma that had affected me at a deep level – and without going into all of the gory details I would like to share some of this experience with you.

One of the areas I found fascinating was the regression – I was able to recall my feelings and my mothers’ feelings at 6 months, 7 months and 8 months of pregnancy and then again the day before she went into labour! I know it sounds kinda out there and as I have never done any regressional work before I found it to be quite strange at first, strange but amazingly powerful in understanding how patterns were formed from that very young and vulnerable state and how they still exist today!  And the best part about it was that after creating this awareness I was then able to work through a way to change these behaviours that will not only benefit myself and my mother but also my new baby!  This also really reinforces my understanding that Babies really do know what is happening when they are in the womb and we need to start treating them with respect and intelligent human beings from the date of conception!

Another area which shocked me was also to do with some regressional work to do with my sexual abuse, you see I had thought that I had blacked out when the attack happened, that I had no memory and to that end, I guess I was never 100% sure that it was indeed abuse – that I hadn’t “asked for it”.  This kind of guilt and shame is rampant in rape and abuse victims and I guess I felt that I had on some level dealt with it through previous work that I had done – and whilst this was true there was definitely a bit more to go!

Through my session with Frances, I was actually able to tap into the memories that had chosen to shut down in my psyche, I was able to retrieve what had happened and be truly sure that my soul had in no way asked for or wanted the attack and that it was through no fault of my own that it had happened, in fact it became very apparent that the attack was pre-meditated and went a lot deeper than I ever knew – pretty heavy stuff, but what a relief to be free of such damaging thoughts and such painful trigger points in my body!

You see, I have been practicing my yoni massages almost daily and one of the reasons I sought some extra healing was because try as I might there were still some areas that just wouldn’t release and I couldn’t tap in to… they were still painful! well needless to say these areas were relating to this past trauma and whilst a lot had been cleared there was still quite a bit hanging on.

I must say I am blessed with a very open mind, this type of healing work may not suit some people, but what I would urge you to do if you are an expectant Mum or a partner, is to seek help in some way to clear any past issues that you feel may arise in birth – because if its one thing I have learnt on this journey of pregnancy, if its there it will surface and from what I am told, birth is even more intense!  The more we can clear this stuff or even have an understanding of where it comes from and why, then the better chance we have of birthing in the way we want to – pleasurably!!!!

Happy orgasming!!! oh and for anyone interested in contacting Frances or for other healing modalities that I would recommend please dont hesitate to contact me! Frances web address is : www.healingwingsoflight.com and she is based in Tamborine on the South side of Brisbane.

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